Possible Title: "Look Inside"

I finally got a haircut. The long style wasn't working for me. Maybe I'll try again some other time with more motivation involved. The last time I went to the barber was around Thanksgiving. Whoa. That's almost four months. I feel this new sensation...Not really. But it feels feel.

Anyway, I'm real tired because in the wonderful college life, professors decide to assign important assignment, tests, you name it, all in one-two condensed weeks. Horray! That's not sarcasm. I'm really excited about it all. Okay, so it was sarcasm. I'm really looking forward to wrapping my college career up. So I'm knocking on wood that by the end of the year, nothing bad will happen. It's as simple as that.

ANYWAY

This song is going to be about fears that you may have had in the past, thought you got rid of them, but it reality, you just suppressed them. It goes a bit deeper. Let's say there was something you felt that really prevented you from happiness. It could be anything, whether it be a bad decision, personality flaws,etc. But it's about self inflicted problems. For whatever reason, as we get older, we set barriers and this prevents us from feeling good a lot of times.

So in short, (and to repeat) it's about a person who thought he got rid of his fears and barriers for good, but realizes they were just hidden and masked. And at a certain aspect of his life, these fears re-surface and it's the most frustrating thing in the world to that person. And he feels like giving up and letting those fears consume him once again.

Compare it to an alcoholic who goes through all the rehab, attends the meetings, thinks he's no longer dependent on the drink, then relapses. That's the idea I'm trying to portray. But it's not about alcoholism! It was just an analogy. I've heard plenty of instances in which people thought they no longer had to deal with these demons, but they come back. And this song is dedicated to all the people that have gone through this. We look inside and realize these feelings just build up and hide!