Ouch! My ear... and Daisy

Well, it took over 23 years, but I think I finally have an illness that has plagued infants: An earache. Unreal. I woke up Saturday morning to a throbbing pain in my left ear. For no reason. It pretty much messed up my entire day as I had to get to the pharmacy and pick up this strange over the counter ear drops that probably only worsened the problem. It actually helped the pain. But I wake up Sunday and guess what?! No pain. No hearing either! At least very little. So I spent Sunday hearing half of what went on. That was fun. Couldn't sleep because I waited late to write a paper for my sports writing class regarding statistics of best record teams not winning the world series, which I got my a-hole chewed for as always. (Ha It's all to improve your writing. I know. I know. Doesn't make it any easier though) So I finished the class and am now going to the doctors to find out wtf is going on in there. Ears are very strange when you think about it. I'm just hoping it's nothing serious and it's a stupid problem. It hasn't been fun trying to guess what's wrong. I'm sure it's all fine though. If I have enough time, I may head back to flatbush for my 2nd class but I don't think I can make it. We shall see. So I never have a problem with earaches in my entire life and now this?! Weird! Then again,

I just wanted to take a few moments to acknowledge a wonderful woman who was lost recently. A lady named Daisy, who took care of my aunt who suffers with mental retardation, for several years, passed away. Although it was a work environment for her, my mother quickly befriended her and she became a part of the family in a way. She drove me crazy because friends would call me and she picked up and wouldn't tell me! Ah that's Daisy for you. A few months ago, she became too sick to work and had to sort of retire. The family is very sad as she was only in her mid 50s. We all cared for her very much. I don't pray much, since I feel like a hypocrite doing it at times, talking only when you're in need. But we definitely pray for her and hold heavy hearts because of this, but at the same time, hope that she's in a better place.

I miss the Mets. I think I'm in denial. I ask myself "who's pitching tonight?' Ay. And It's mid October.

The writing is coming along slower than I'd like but great. Ideas are just flowing like a...let me think of something that flows...like a waterfall. (Terrible) The one I'm currently doing is great because I look back when I started writing lyrics when in high school, and as far as the content goes, these are things I would've never written about back then. It just shows that the older you get, the more your mind expands and opens a whole world of brand new problems. Ha scarier ones too. I'm going to put previews up soon. I just want to have a large body of work before I do so.

If you want to be creative and get great ideas, f drugs. Take a long shower. It is the answer to all my creative ventures.

Wish me luck. Will write again sooner than later.