Sunday, January 7, 2007

Possible title: "The Love Asylum"

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You've heard the bright side of love relationships (SEE BELOW) now enter THE LOVE ASYLUM. This isn't sought out to de value love or closeness. I've been through a lot of hardship in this field, as has everyone at my age. I like to call this stage The Jaded Phase because this is usually about the point where someone has been hurt with their first love' ages (18-22). So people get so frustrated and bitter with that first taste of rejection, they begin to resent the word love and all the stress it comes with. Now, normally as they get older, they learn that it's a part of life and though it still hurts them a lot, they are willing to give new people they meet the benefit of the doubt and not judge them by their past lovers or partners. SOme don't and stay cynical. I'm not here to say one way is the right way. It's good to protect your heart from being broken. I applaud everyone who does so. It's wise. But it could possibly serve as a road block that prevents from opening up feelings of goodness. And I don't care how jaded you are, nobody wants to do that. Some people need more alone time than others, but that doesn't mean they want to spend their entire lives in complete solidarity. I'll refer to the famous Twilight Zone episode where a man spends his whole life in an isolated town. He ends up going insane even though he thought it's what he wanted. The whole thing was a test to see how the human mind would respond to lonliness. We all need someone. It's so sad when in an old married couple, when one passes away, the other one typically shortly follows. So love can be wonderful and necessary.

Now having said all this, the song is not about all that goodness. So jaded fans, you'll enjoy this one. It's about madness. I want to display all the emotions during a large argument. How can one person possibly try you so nuts? Is it because there are horribly awful people? Doubtful. Is it because you are genuinely bad? No. After all, your friends don't drive you that mad. It's always upto YOU how angry you get. Sure, everyone gets provoked. But you get so MAD and insane because you give someone the power to make you that way. Why?! That's what the Love Asylum will be about. So get ready to get checked in. Once you do, you ain't leaving. It becomes an addiction that, in this case, will certainly drive you. There will be a lot of door slamming, a lot of red turning. Voices will be shot because of screaming. Hairs will stand. Skin will crawl. Ears will hurt. And when it all subsides, we take a few moments to do it all over again. This is what this one is about.

PS What's this foul odor in the city about? Maybe it was because of that guy that farted in the urinal...Or my bud, Matt. Who knows what happened?

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